read from chuvaness that this is brought by the planet mercury screwing with us all. really... have we all stooped to such levels already that we now blame a PLANET for all of our problems? geez, im an emotional eater, must be JUPITER'S fault. o my, venus is SOOOO blocking my aura. my rash is acting up again, damn you mars, DAMN YOU!!!!!
****found myself having a chat with my brother again as i was just about to take a nap. i needed to rest my brain as it felt like mush already from all the thinking i have been doing these past few days. as we were talking, i mentioned to him that i was taking his advice to heart, about trying to not be as emotional. i told him that there had been many occasions in my day that i could have blown my top, but chose not to. i told him i didn't want to give power to negativity anymore, for to loose my cool would just add fuel to the flame, i said. he agreed. he added as well that words released, u can never take back. we talked more about stuff after that. life in general, our concerns for the family, for ourselves, for the future. it was quite the highlight of my day actually, ironically, the entire conversation was done in pitch darkness as he was readying to go to sleep as well.