considering tinder

I think I’m getting the hang of the meds now. I used to feel like i’m in a contstant state of indifference but now, a bit of emotions are starting to creep back in. My doctor did mention that we are striving for a new kind of “normal” so I am feeling hopeful. 

Stranging thing happened yesterday while i was talking to my coach. He asked me if ive ever tried Tinder. I was kinda taken aback since never in my wildest dreams would i have thought he would even mention tinder to me. He mentioned it suggesting that maybe finding someone to take care of me would be a nice element to my recovery. 

I tried tinder before, though i can really say i do well online. I miss that social, non verbal soulful interaction that u can only get from face to face contact. Maybe its just the old soul in me. 

Sigh. Im so complicated. Haha. What the hell. What harm could it do. Maybe i should give tinder another shot.