Monday, April 26, 2010

freshly squeezed

last time i wrote a post this early in the morning, while my brain is still free of clutter, was a very long time ago. can't really say there's a lot swishing about in the head though, enough to actually bring about a decent post. um...

well, i need a definite career path. that seems to be something. though working as an auditor for the family serves as a means to an end, i don't think i will end happy, or better yet, feeling fulfilled. money doesn't seem to be a good enough driving force for me since, well, i really suck at handling it. what i have found out though, i am creative and thirst for new experiences. i guess this would explain the random sketches in the middle of the day, as well as the obsession with running and the gradual experimentation to barefoot running. i once feared falling to the adage, jack of all trades; master of none, but yet, i seem to be fitting that mold perfectly. i know a lot apparently, enough to form an opinion about a gamut of things, however, what i know is still short to support a probably factual debate. i don't think i even have enough to win a game of trivial pursuit...

i think i am also taking a break from the relationships-game. it's getting too much in the way of normal life and really just wastes too much of my energy. with all the worrying, the thinking, the drama... really, i think i'd just channel that strength to something more constructive, maybe, like building a better spiritual life of improve on my running form and my overall fitness.

speaking of overall fitness, i think i should finally take this seriously.... getting abs. hahahahaha, i know i often avoid sounding shallow but since getting that washboard torso seems to be the HARDEST thing to do, and considering i have this hunger for punishment... i'm just thinking, why not? i have been working out for 8 years now and have on some occasions seen tell-tale signs of the coveted loaf peeking thru, but never really got serious in building on them. what for, i thought. but now... well, just because i'm getting bored with my regimen, i think i will try to aim for that magazine-cover worthy 6-pack. not that i have desires of having them advertised (just like how most men i meet do), but the sense of fulfillment is definitely something i am gunning for.

just bought the issue of men's health philippines with carl guevara on the cover. OMFG. i want him now. ahahahaha, his body on mine i mean, well, no, not THAT WAY. i mean, i want to get a body like that for myself... no, that didn't sound right either! ARRRGH, i want my body to be just like that, is what i want to say.


gaaaad.... i wouldn't mind getting a face like that as well (just look at that JAW *drool*) ... hahahahaha.

5 comments:

misterpedagog said...

I wish one could work out to achieve that jaw LOL.

being 'young' and saying I'm tired of the relationship-game seems wrong. Nevertheless, I think I'm tired or not ready or more of scared. Random thought.

red the mod said...

What happened to him? When he won Bench, he was all scrawny and lanky, and shy. Now he has his fists smaking? And those abs, when did that happen?

jamie da vinci! said...

i don't know myself... whatever he did though... ME SUPER LIKEY!!!

Eternal Wanderer... said...

*gasps*

you're so laswa!

lolz

Reena said...

hot nga! pa-share. lol